ban from using com Monday, 21 June 2010 / 4:11 PM
like my title suggest...
ban from using comps..
update on th request of stella..
Many happy memories at scape.
But many regrets in life too...
I dont expect any thing from my family..
I just want to enjoy my hobby..
I chose th wrong decision...but that doesn not mean i dont love my parents..
I just thought that...everyday could be father's day...
I don't have much friends...I feel accepted with my cosplay friends..
If that much of me ..you guys also wanna take away..den i dono wad to say..
6mths ive been trying to be nice to my dad..
he ignore me but i still keep quite and be nice..
It was 2nd bro who say "i dono anything...call home urelf"
Very selfish..dont even ask me back..
so i did..
den hw my dad responded...i got angry at tat moment..
I really dono tats y i ask..
I was really uncertain of what to do...
First time hearing tat it is wrong to feel uncertain and ask question.
Ive been rly nice to my mum...
I accept her religious views even though i dont like it...
I join her and I feel happy for her...
This time i have a hobby...
Why can't she feel happy and enjoy with me..
Cosplaying is nothing bad or obscene ... i didnt rob or kill
Why does my family look at it with colours?
Why my only source of friendship...ppl there accept me..u guys also dont let me hang out with them..
If i really hate dad... why do i cook for him.. ask him if he need help..
ask him if he wan to eat or look at his mails for him..
or call him PA..
I cud have ignor all th way like 3rd bro did...
Why do i joke with mum...go temple with her...
help her wit chores...
obey her all th way..
it was only 1 single dinner and u ppl had to be so extrem..
If we rly have th heart...
EVERYDAY is FATHERS day.
-wendy